Still Here
Sometimes you just have to wait things out. Never try. The trying gets in the way.
60
washed up
bushy eyebrows
dirty, old man thoughts,
2 eggs sunny side up
sit n sit n sit
shit
the day won’t go away.
Headache, pills.
Stronger pills.
After noon
one drink, two drinks, more
sun through the door
sit n sit n sit
shit
it’s dark
cold noodles and bread
more dirty thoughts
pills
the end.
60 and a day.